So this week I went to see a psychic. It is the second time since Claytie died that I have done this. This one was someone I haven’t seen before and I have to say I was pretty impressed. She got a whole lot of things really spot on and even the most cynical person would have to be convinced with the things that she knew. Claytie was never a huge believer in any of this stuff, but for me there are too many things that can’t be explained in any other way, and she knew things that she couldn’t possibly have known.

She was able to give me the reassurances that I have been looking for in a few different areas and I’m amazed at how much more settled I feel about them. I know in myself how Claytie would have felt about all of the different things, but to hear them from someone completely not invested, and delivered in a way that fit with who Claytie was, has been really nice for me. Of course there were tears, it wouldn’t be me without them, but it felt really validating and positive.

In other news, my girlfriend and I found out this week that we are definitely going to be presenting a workshop at Camp Widow this year. Something which is both super exciting and terrifying at the same time. We have been working at putting our presentation together and have a whole lot of things planned for it. hopefully the nerves settle down and I can swivel from terror to fun. … watch this space I guess!?

The other really lovely thing that happened this week, was a family dinner at my mum and dad’s house with all of the boys, their partners, the squish and with my new person. It was exactly the kind of chaos that you would expect from such a big crowd and it was perfect! The food was delicious, the conversations easy and the squish entertained everyone… I loved it! It was just the right way to finish my week and I now feel ready to face whatever this week brings.